Sneak Peak

i know, i'm finally posting something. okay so i was just doing math and all of a sudden the perfect lines popped into my head for the story i'm trying to write - remember i put up a summary before? yeah, that one.

“A girl once told me that you don’t always find what’s right in front of your eyes. She also told me that sometimes, what’s right in front of your eyes isn’t what you’re looking for. She made me promise to never forget that what I want is not always what I’m looking for, but it’s never too late for me to start looking.”
I paused, taking in a breath. I could feel everyone looking at me with their breaths held in, not daring to make a sound. Somehow what I was saying was important. Even though I was crazy.
“That girl means everything to me. I lost her once, but I don’t think I’m going to ever again. It’s sort of like I finally found what I was never looking for. I don’t know if she knew that I’d lose her, but I am so glad that she told me what she did. Or else I’d never have been looking for what I really want.”
I reached down and took Sianna’s hands in mine again. “Sianna, I’m sorry but… I don’t.”